绮梦天禄 发表于 2023-6-13 10:10:44

病弱少女的医院独白

本帖最后由 绮梦天禄 于 2024-2-17 06:11 编辑

妾身好累,每天都好累,白天要忍着疼和痒上课,晚上写作业,学英语,码子写小说,打针,被强迫吃药,吃安眠药,上床睡觉也就3小时,还会彻夜失眠,睡着了也会被疼醒,不停地做噩梦,怕自己醒不过来,一直想轻生,说不定还可以见见四季映姬,结果有一天,梦到死后被几个黑白鬼差壮汉抗走,阎王也不是四季,而是一个带着眼镜的地中海胖子大叔,微微颤动的手里端着一杯冰美式,黑眼圈非常重,眉头紧皱,头一点一点的,一副快要猝死的样子,桌子上还摆着一个口缸,里面是枸杞水,妾身立马就吓醒了过来,妾身一想到死后不但见不到小町,阎罗爱,四季大人,而是社畜大叔,还他娘的是007工作制,太口怕了,嘛,感觉活着也挺好,起码家人,领导,老师和编辑对我不错,(绮梦:你催,你敢催我就敢躺)但药妾身依旧不次,(莫名自豪.jpt),反正吃不吃就是妾身可不可以多活几周的事情,到时候,吾清醒不清醒还是两说,还不如乖乖下去,不给大叔增加压力,说不定他一高兴,就让妾身去二次元世界了么,好了,妾身要写作业去了,做之前平复一下心情,引用一段诗歌罢

晨风也还会吹过我的面庞
杜鹃也还会在枝头歌唱
泥土也还会散发芳香
红枫也还会翻飞枯黄


或许辨不清日升日落
或许看不到流云晚霞
不知道耳边溪流,咫尺可达
不知道天地浩瀚,人间喧哗

但我知道
星河在上,波光在下
我在你身边
等着你的回答

今后的日子
我的头发越来越少
我写给你的句子越来越少
我剩下的时间越来越少
但世界永恒
星辰常在
苍穹不老

最后的日子
我抱起你会很难
我看清你会很难
我记起你会很难
但此心至诚
百年不变
千岁未寒

好了,今天吃药了,感觉自己依旧 萌 萌 哒!( >^< 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MCnyan 发表于 2023-6-13 10:13:57

嗯?开头这段是真的吗?OAO

绮梦天禄 发表于 2023-6-13 20:55:19

是的欧亲,妾身应该活不了几年了,擦药也是擦第奈德激素,吾还不可以吃太多甜的东西,之前一直呆在疗养院治疗,后面因为国内高考压力过大,病情加重,就跑到加拿大来了,在下弃疗,有何贵干{:keine030:}
然后在话本写同人,玩玩东方,玩玩原神,玩玩崩三,看看动漫,描描漫画,写写作业,打打针,拒绝拒绝吃药,在国内,妾身的几个病友闺蜜(后宫)有一个已经因为痛苦自杀了,(唔唔唔,妾身的二老婆)祝她可以来世拿到系统,搞搞百合,给妾身带几顶绿帽子,妾身不在意的,真的,为什么抛下妾身,妾身也很疼啊,真的真的真的很疼啊
真是寂寞啊…
忘记了吗?已经没问题了吗?
就算这样劝说自己
时间流逝 轻轻地擦拭伤口
自愈后我一直这么认为
那个存在刺痛着我的心
一年过去了并没有痊愈 但是
我整晚都在一直说恨你
就像那晚我一直说爱着你一样
泪腺明明已经崩溃
但最恨的却是我自己
争吵的时候 即使这么说都是我不好
你必须先道歉吗?
那种温柔真是刺痛
如果喜欢她?但是却已成为了局外人
尽量不要这么想 可是)

绮梦天禄 发表于 2023-6-13 21:00:29

大脑明明就已经知道
最后的告别时也是保持着微笑的 对吧?
今天也无法把记忆抹除
我整晚都一直说着我恨你
就像那晚我一直说着我爱你一样
但是最恨的却是我自己
--《I hate me》

绮梦天禄 发表于 2023-6-13 21:04:59

呐,若然能将一切舍弃的话 
笑着活下去这样的事就会变的轻松吗?
胸口又再疼痛起来呢
呐,若然一切都能尽数忘却的话
不再哭泣而活下去这事亦会变得轻松吗?
然而那般的事是不可能的呢
够了什麼都不要再给我看啊
我的心脏亦是仅此唯一的
太残酷了 太盏酷了,乾脆将我的身体
破坏吧 撒裂吧 随你喜欢地处置吧
不论怎样呼叫 怎样挣扎 怎样哭得双眼红肿也好
已经够了啊
这样的事我不懂啊 不要让我独自一人
--《心做し》

绮梦天禄 发表于 2023-6-13 21:07:39

啊啊啊啊啊!黑历史,黑历史,刚刚妾身发病了,你什么都没有看见

MCnyan 发表于 2023-6-13 22:55:53

本帖最后由 MCnyan 于 2023-6-13 22:56 编辑

绮梦天禄 发表于 2023-6-13 21:07
啊啊啊啊啊!黑历史,黑历史,刚刚妾身发病了,你什么都没有看见
啊没事,要是之后有机会的话看到这一段会……
(然后笑不出来了)
一定要好好活着啊……(但是不要回复坟贴和连楼哦)

adynn 发表于 2023-6-15 00:01:20

摸摸——不管怎么说,活好当下的每一天吧,加油(泣)

绮梦天禄 发表于 2023-6-15 21:14:52

本帖最后由 绮梦天禄 于 2024-2-17 06:12 编辑

妾身至少还能活10年,所以没关系,妾身还可以活很久!{:16_448:}

但是妾身好孤单,咱在加拿大里一个可以吃豆腐的女孩子都没有,西人心理上无法接受,华人女孩子我不烧就不错了,怎么可能和咱搞橘子,之前在国内,可以互相随便吃豆腐的女孩子,只有4个,都是病友,去年,老二不小心感染了新冠,因为身体太弱,就白肺了,本身就是呼吸道有毛病,支气管癌,救是救回来了,但因为太痛苦了,在一天中午,在护工去打饭时候,一个人爬楼顶,然后就成了飞鸟抓住云彩,她纵身一跃飞过天空
,一下子还没死,抢救了半天没抢救过来,就去见阎萝王去了

绮梦天禄 发表于 2023-6-15 21:34:29

难过,她是我们五个里本来可以活的长的一个本来只是癌症的话,活的比较长的,她本来还可以至少再活4年,她对我们都特别好,她很温柔,对我的过线要求也几乎会同意,她的身子很轻,欧派枕上去很满足,身体虽然不太敏感,但害羞的样子好可爱,还会哄我吃药,可惜就是太温柔了,病情一直瞒着我们不说,难过。。。。{:16_445:}
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